Yesterday was Sad-the-day

Heard that one of my scouting friend has gone forever.. Leaving us with a sweetest memories that are left , his funny story, his happy-go-lucky attitude, his laugh, all about him..

We gonna miss you bro!!

Let us recite the Doa to him.

Al-Fatiha..

In memories : Mohd Amal Mohd Ali 18/09/1987 - 26/08/2011

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urrrgghh! Yesterday was an EXHAUSTED DAYYY!! Plus, I don't have enough sleep..

Suddenly I have changed my active mode. Cleaning almost the whole house alone..

Arghhh! Where's everybody??

Hmm like usual.. no more "Raya" meant to me. Not so great or excited like I was in a childhood.

Uncompleted family =,=" sighhhhh.. That's why I don't feel the Raya spirits.

On the 4th Raya I have to get back to Bangi. *takpuas bedal kuih raya lahh!!

Instead, tak puas jumpa cousins semuaa haishh.. Well, everybody has grown up..

DAMN, I really missed my childhood..

At 3 years ''Mommy I love you."
At 10 years ''Mom whatever."
At 16 years "My mom is so annoying."

At 18 years "I'm leaving this house."
At 25 years ''Mom, you were right''.
At 30 years ''I want to go to Mom's house."
At 50 years ''I don't want to lose my mom."
At 70 years "I would give up everything to have my mom here with me."


I only just have one mom.

and I ♥ my mom !!!!





Love, Your daughter..

"Eh? Siapa dia ni? Kenapa muka dia sama?" first expression aku kat kau.
Aku - Si budak nerd form3, Myra-kun - Si budak hengus form2 yang anggap aku musuh dia, Kacep-kun - Agen perahsia dan kesayangan aku form5.

Masa tu jumpa dekat bus stop sekolah. Tunggu bas nak balik dengan Kacep-kun.. Yepp! There she is.. Myra-kun. Si becok, suara besar, nakal. Huhuhu (^,^")
Thanks Kacep-kun sebab sepanjang dah declare jadi adik dia, dia tak pernah cerita pasal diri dia. Even tak pernah cerita yang dia ada adik satu sekolah dengan kitorang.. Okay! Tak penting. Thanks to her sebab dia aku jumpa Myra-kun. Well, satu per satu muka surat hidup dia aku bukaaa..
Pahit manis aku hadapi sama sama. Nak di pendek kan cerita, aku dengan selamba anggap diri aku macam akak dia sebab aku da jadi adik kepada akak dia? Paham? *HAHAHA tak malu gilaaa*

It's all begin here..

Dia SANGAT.TAK.SUKA kat aku. Apa?? Dengar dengar dia tak suka sebab Kacep-kun suka lepaskan marah kat Myra-kun pasal aku. *DAMN! Kasihan heartbeat aku tuh <3 <3 *
Mula lah dari tu, nampak aku pun nak menjeling, pandang aku pun macam ada current kat mata kitorang je kann *Auww! Sakit tau awakk!*
At last, rahsia agen Kacep-kun berjaya aku bongkar! Aku dah tau da punca diorang jadi renggang pun disebabkan "AKU"   SORRY sayang.. ="(
Lama lama aku decide nak rapat kan budak dua ketul ni. Aku jadi "love cupid" kejap! HAHAH
Besi hati Kacep-kun aku da lentur kan sebab.. she's in love with me (n__n)
Tapi yang lagi sorang ni..haishh.. SUSAH gila weyhh nak jinak kan kuda belang yang degil nih tahu takk!?
Lama jugak lah nak tackle dia ni....

A year later, barulah dapat rapat dengan Myra-kun sebab Kacep-kun da habis sekolah. Tu pun lepas insiden nih (sila rujuk #)
Okay! Automatic aku jadi akak kau.. Bersedia untuk jaga kauuu! Bersemangat! *Ishhh! Tak malu lagiiiiii! (>__<)*
Lama lama kitorang pun da melekat. Selepas apa yang aku da lalui, detik-detik yang tak d'ingini berlaku, at last 'She's MINE, I'm YOURS'      we BOTH did it!

ALHAMDULILLAH !!! =))))))))))
Now, aku da boleh duduk tersenyum..

# Satu petang tu, me and Kacep-kun lepak kat depan rumah aku. Belajar akaun.. Tiba tiba jea, ada 2 ekor babi sesat (xkenal) naik motor. Sekor datang dari belakang hulur parang kat leher aku while another babi stand by kat motor *YA ALLAH! masatu Allah jea tahu apa perasaan aku masatu*
Hmm kitorang kena rompak.. =((( Nokia Navigator - baru beli, present from my Super Dad sebab result trial PMR aku + N5300 Kacep-kun dia ambil. Macam tutttttt, memang tuttttt *Oppss! Ayat super ganas!*


(Jangan takut Kacep-kun! Aku ada dengan kau. Maafkan aku Kacep-kun, sebab lepak kat umah aku kau pun terbabit sama)


Percaya tak kalau aku cakap, start dari insiden tu 1st time aku datang rumah dia..? Tak percaya kan kan? Bedebah punya budakkkk.. Dia sangat lah berahsia dengan akuuu. After 3 years we've been together, barulah betul betul dapat kenal dia.. THANKED GOD! Ada hikmah disebalik ni.. Family dia da kenal aku and so as mine. Masing masing da anggap macam adik beradik betul. Hehehe..

--End of this chapter--

ARIGATOGOZAIMASU !!!!!!

Assalamualaikum!!


Hihih tak banyak nak cakap kat sini tapi aku...
"WOW,SUPER,HEBAT,COOL,SUKA,OKAY,YEHAA,
HOORAY,HOYEHOYE,YAHOOO,OHYEAHH,
GEMPAKSIOT,WOAHTAKTERKATA" hahaha ^__^


Hari ni, me with mates pergi hoyehoye samasama!! [Siti, Liyana, Akma, Wanie, Nad Grr, Fifiey, Syira, Chiero, Oked + Me] cukuplah sepuluh orang.. Wehooo! Happy tak terkata weyh!!!


Buka puasa kat Carl's Jr, the Mines.. **credit to: Nadia Mat Isa sebab sanggup bawak and hantar kitorang dari pergi sampai lah balik**


Okay nak cerita kat Carl's ni..
~ Burger SUPERB besar! da nak naik meletup perut menghabiskan
~ Air boleh refill and tonggak sampai kembung **memang madah keluar masuk toilet lah kitorang**


Then karaoke sampai suara dah bertukar jadi "burak" (in Perak means Pondan)
Enjoy gilaaa!

Meet Akma Ghazali !!
Say hello to her, guys! =D

Ini Wanie yang punyaa~

Itu dia Wanie c(:

My LUVEE .. Say hello to all, guys!!

It's time to shuffling!! *pheewitt!!

Chiero Matt Dallas, Me, Oked Muhamad

Specially for my F.R.I.E.N.D.S loveyouguys!!!

RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK !!

Assalamualaikum..

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak untuk semua!!

Aku kat sini nak ambil kesempatan susun 10 jari yang ada **tu jea termampu. kalau ada lebih nanti aku tambah ok!**

memohon maaf kepada family, kawan-kawan dan semua if ada salah silap yang secara langsung and tak langsung pernah aku buat terhadap semua. "S.O.R.R.Y!" from the bottom of my heart..

Walaupun 1st day puasa tak dapat celebrate dengan family **pegi kat hujung dinding menangis WUUU~** tapi puasa tetap puasa beb!!

Begitulah gaya orang hidup bermusafir.. =)

Untuk yang tak puasa tu jangan lupa ganti tau!! Almaklumlah, tak semua nya mampu puasa penuh kann..

Di bulan yang penuh mulia ni lah masanya nak top-up balik amalan kita..

Kena kurangkan :

=) makan

=) minum

=) mengumpat

=) cuci mata

=) ketawa besar

Akhir sekali, pantun berkerat karat aku tujukan kat korang semua..

Anak ketam belajar berjalan,

Matanya tanggal di gigit lipan,

Selamat datang bulan Ramadhan,

Selamat tinggal hantu dan setan.

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!!!!!!!!!

Twin Sister - Lady Daydream

Speak LOW, if you speak LOVE

~Wow! They're so sweet!~

~Aww! They're CUTE!! Giving balloon to his/her boyfiee or girlfiee~

~They are just meant to be together~

~Here the couplet's are coming~

~Where is she/he? There.. With her/his boyfiee/girlfiee~

Seems my day are fully related with "love" , I've been jealous by those couplet out there.. 

**You can see jealousy in my eyes (o__o) HAHAHA!

Not because I'm too jealous to see them each other, but I just hope one day I'll meet my "Mr. Right" and be the coolest couple like them! >>>>>>>>>>>>

Peep's thought that when they're madly in love, they will make their own world. As the moon become gigantic, talking on the phone like they're meeting inside the gondola, playing a romantic music, and there's a couple love swan too! HAVE IT, LIVE IT, FEEL IT.

If you fulfill those condition then "CONGRATS!!YOU JUST GET IN LOVE!" (^___^)

XOXO

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Peeps always ask me some unpredictable questions "Ehh, who's your boyfiee?" and I'll reply in very short and simple answer, "Don't have." "Where's your Romeo??" with a mimick I'll reply "Huh??" (0_o)??

Well, that's always happen in ME...

Love, love, love. Everyone talking about it while I just take a backseat and cover my ears

**Lalalaaa~ I can't hear youuuu..

Sighh.. My principes was clear "Speak low if you speak love"
I'm not trying to runaway from it but I just get tired with it.
It's not that I'm heartless, I've just learned how to use my heart less...

I'm just happy being ME (^^,)

What are WORDS~

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of girl would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside you tonight..

Saturday, 23/ 07/ 2011

It's the time that Myra-kun had waiting for..
The day that will show her success ! *Ohh! I'm the one who really proud of her!! Hehehe*
Became one of the 1st female King-Scouts JB is hard for her to faced it.. *Scout's Respect*
In a short-term, bear to sacrifice everything of hers..
Including me..

I'm sorry.

For not being the one who should and have to understand you.

It's not that I won't, but I can't..

Can't see that your not being like normal.

Can't faced it when you've changed to someone that I didn't recognize.

"TETTTT!!" wake-up fellas!! The bell is ringing!! It already past.. 
No sad story on this special day okayy! :)

It's a long story to tell here.. Only GOD knew how my situation was it.

And now she can breath out of her successness.

Today is the day she recognize by the Sultan of Johore.

I wish I won't blink my eyes for every second to watch her..

Even at a long distance..

LUCKY STAR

The wind is shaking the windows, and over my small room..

The stars fill up the sky..

Shining brightly.

Too many to count.

The stars reassure tired me, they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me.

Don't be hurt too much!
They hug me tight and pamper me.. and comfort me..
Telling me to go to sleep.


Though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk.
Though my tears blur my vision.
I'll still smile in front of my love =')
That I'm not able to get.


Even though our happy times were short,
I'll treasure it deep inside my heart.
Like those countless number of stars, forever..


My dreams is coming..
Though it is unusual that my one star is bright.
It is very bright!
Even blinding it..



It comes down to my shoulder.

"STOP BEING SAD.."
it holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hug.
Only for today..
I won't cry through my eyes, fill with tears.
I want to laugh like those stars!
I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart.
Like those countless stars,
F.O.R.E.V.E.R..

anyone..???

Anyone?? Who's got info, have seen or suddenly saw this kinda beg PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me A.S.A.P

I'm looking for this bag for soo long! The design looks old, but I LOVE IT! :)

Old is GOLD rite? hahaha

Tak kisah lah dapat yang lebih kurang sama pun JADI lahhh..

Janji ada dari tak ada.

From JB - KL

*P/S : Jay Bee always in my heart!! ILY..!!!!

officially.MISSING.YOU

Hey, You! The one who dedicate to me Dear Life - Anthony Hamilton. A song full of meaning.. Everyday I listen to this song..

Even it's hurt, but I still wanna listen to make me grow strong because..now..she/he has gone.. Away from me.. and I decided to stay away from her/him.

Here I am, once again.. Living in sorrow.. Suffer for loosing a precious gift I ever had!

I wish I could say it loudly "HEYY! I'm OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU!!!"
Yeah! I do  missed her/him.. and I AM really missing her/him.
I don't know your 'new' yourself. Coz I feel you've changed a lot!
                               YES! A LOT!

MYRASTHENIA GRAVIS

A symptom that can't be cure by any special doctor..

This symptom has turned me into another myself ; sub-conscious mind control all part of body to react without wants.

I'm not in love with "dia". It's just like I met with someone that right/gifted to me by God. So, I don't wanna lost it! Can you hear this? NO, you're NOT! Do you know how i feel?? Of course, NOT!

We're getting far apart. Even you try to deny by saying that we're closed inside, but my answer is NOT!

It seems like I don't know you anymore.. YEAH! I'm MISSING YOU.. 

The one who always be by my side. Always there for me whenever I need to lay down on someone's shoulder. The one who makes me laugh, makes me lovely, makes me melting with your smile. You're like a guardian from God to me.. Now, day by day, times to times.. Slowly, silently, this feeling flew away.. Killing me softly until I numb. No one noticed it.

and TODAY..  Yes,dear! As what you've wish. We're not contact each other oftenly like before.. But sometimes I'm upset with your attitude that hurts me so damn deeply inside when we're on the line... It seems like you talk to me like I'm totally useless/ dumbass/ loser/ stranger. (T___T) *wuuu~

..MYRASTHENIA.GRAVIS..

Dear SUNSHINE..

I do MISS YOU..

I miss your hazel eyes that makes me undeniably happy. 

I miss a smile that makes me go insane. A great medication I took whenever I'm sickness. 

I miss the way you're holding my hand tightly and safe..

I miss every single about you, My Dear.

You're the only one that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.

When I'm not with you, I'm not living.

I'm only existing until I can hold you in my arms again.

What If we made for each other?

In my heart is where you'll be.

I'll keep waiting until we meet.

08:05:11

.::AUDRA & HARITH::.

.::MAMA & PAPA::.

 

 

 

Parti ni bertemakan ala-ala "fancy dress" yg menjadikan semua orang wajib pakai fancy dress mengikut kreativiti masing-masing termasuklahhhhh....

TADAAAA!! Aku, beta, saya, patik c(:

 
hahaha! Baju ni "jelah" yg termampu aku pakai. Menjenuh aku pikirkan nak pakai baju apa utk parti ni.nasib baiklah Mama dah prepare utk aku. *Thanks Mama!* 

 

The cupcakes are soo cute!

Everybody are supporting here! *termasuklah aunty2 & uncle2 aku* GEMPAK gilaaaaaa "siottttt"!!!!! Macam2 aktiviti ada even MJ pun buat show! *seriously budak tu memang pandai tiru gaya MJ* hahah! Aku pun sendiri ternganga tengok dia buat show.
 
  

 

 

 

 

 

The Witch VS Vampire *tah lahh..taram aje lahhhh*

Banyak lagi gmbar tapi tah kat mana-mana jea simpan.
This is the  BEST PARTY I ever had!! Seronokkkkkk sangat2 bila tengok semua org gathering & enjoy thhe party!