officially.MISSING.YOU

Hey, You! The one who dedicate to me Dear Life - Anthony Hamilton. A song full of meaning.. Everyday I listen to this song..

Even it's hurt, but I still wanna listen to make me grow strong because..now..she/he has gone.. Away from me.. and I decided to stay away from her/him.

Here I am, once again.. Living in sorrow.. Suffer for loosing a precious gift I ever had!

I wish I could say it loudly "HEYY! I'm OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU!!!"
Yeah! I do  missed her/him.. and I AM really missing her/him.
I don't know your 'new' yourself. Coz I feel you've changed a lot!
                               YES! A LOT!

MYRASTHENIA GRAVIS

A symptom that can't be cure by any special doctor..

This symptom has turned me into another myself ; sub-conscious mind control all part of body to react without wants.

I'm not in love with "dia". It's just like I met with someone that right/gifted to me by God. So, I don't wanna lost it! Can you hear this? NO, you're NOT! Do you know how i feel?? Of course, NOT!

We're getting far apart. Even you try to deny by saying that we're closed inside, but my answer is NOT!

It seems like I don't know you anymore.. YEAH! I'm MISSING YOU.. 

The one who always be by my side. Always there for me whenever I need to lay down on someone's shoulder. The one who makes me laugh, makes me lovely, makes me melting with your smile. You're like a guardian from God to me.. Now, day by day, times to times.. Slowly, silently, this feeling flew away.. Killing me softly until I numb. No one noticed it.

and TODAY..  Yes,dear! As what you've wish. We're not contact each other oftenly like before.. But sometimes I'm upset with your attitude that hurts me so damn deeply inside when we're on the line... It seems like you talk to me like I'm totally useless/ dumbass/ loser/ stranger. (T___T) *wuuu~

..MYRASTHENIA.GRAVIS..